Welcome to the inside of my mind. This is my personal blog. I'll be posting anything thats on my mind. Either songs {maybe a song i wrote}, pictures, videos, or maybe just a full on post. Some post may be a range of emotions from depressed to happy or even confusion.
If anyone needs advice feel free to ask for some. ill do my best to help you out.
From this you will definitely get to know the real me and my most personal thoughts.
Enjoy...
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I’ve realized I’ve been heart broken. Killed myself mentally so many times. Let my mind and heart rule my life. Tried to act like someone else. Let my insecurities stop me from doing certain things…
And now I wonder, when will it all stop
(Source: c4pe)
never has a picture related more to my life at this moment
-Life going pretty good, just having a bad day-
My Mind: Hey, let me just give you a reminder of everything that makes you sad in life. Flood you with a sea of confused emotion.
Me: Damn this is such a horrible day
Mind: Good, Good. Just like that, become deppressed
Me believing in love. That’s like asking a atheist if they believ in god.
That’s how much I don’t believ in love. When I was younger I did, I believe love was there and was true. But now I can’t see love. All I can see is how people forget everything and move on.
Love to people is “I love this band” ” I love this game” ” I love this candy”.
Love is thrown around so much it has no meaning.
At this point I’m living with the fact that nobody will love me ever and I’ll end up forever alone.
Obviously I’m not good looking. It’s hard to live in my Cali and watch all the girl go for the light skinned boys and wonder what about me.
I give up on love…
